we put too much pressure on deciding how our life is going to pan out... and we always have to decide this moment. it has to be done now. when we finish year 12, its like you should have a plan for the next 20 years.. heck, with life. you cant plan for tomorrow half the time. its good to have a plan but its also good to know that your plan will probably change somewhere along the way. for better or for worse.
truth is, i have no passion for anything at the moment. i've lost every inch of any passion i had. i dont know how to plan my next step, and im not okay. im not okay at all. i can pretend that its only been the past month that its been like this. but it hasnt, its been longer. though not much longer, i know what killed my passion and i know what it was that took another stab at my lifeless passion yet again before it could be reborn.
i dont know how to plan anything. and i can just hope along and hope for something to look forward to in life, cause right fully i have nothing. and i wish i can come up with something before the 21st of January which is getting closer and closer and things aren't being solved as it gets closer. Infact it a way, its getting worse. I dont know what to say to fix it, and I dont really want to let anyone in.
damn if you do, damn if you dont.
sincerely, saraagh elise ♥
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Wednesday, November 21, 2012
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
twelvies?
to people who complain about twelvies, or the those that dont understand twelvies are "normally girls (sometimes boys) that are apparently living their life as someone older than how a 12 year old should be expected to live.. example. dressing up in skanky outfits to go late night shopping.. seems to be a common one. BUT the point of this is to have a rant about those making these posts.
its plain and simple bullshit, because half the time someone who is apparently a twelvie is not even 12, they are just younger than the person who is having a bitch. quite frankily i dont think anyone under 18 should be having sex and no way under 16. Smoking isnt cool whether your 12, 17, 20 or fucken 50. It destorys your body and its gross. dont flash your underwear on facebook at any age, swimmers yeah whatever. i know they may be similar, but underwear isnt meant to be shown to everyone, swimmers are. end of story. And most of the time, when your in your teens.. "your heart breaks and you cant keep living.." everyone does it eventually so ALL of you stop whining. People are married for 20 years and are quite heartbroken but they do move on. Its funny how people like these twelvies pages on facebook, then go and like naked selfies cause you must think its okay to be a slut when your older, just not when your twelve. fucken idiots. rant over!
sincerely, saraagh elise ♥
its plain and simple bullshit, because half the time someone who is apparently a twelvie is not even 12, they are just younger than the person who is having a bitch. quite frankily i dont think anyone under 18 should be having sex and no way under 16. Smoking isnt cool whether your 12, 17, 20 or fucken 50. It destorys your body and its gross. dont flash your underwear on facebook at any age, swimmers yeah whatever. i know they may be similar, but underwear isnt meant to be shown to everyone, swimmers are. end of story. And most of the time, when your in your teens.. "your heart breaks and you cant keep living.." everyone does it eventually so ALL of you stop whining. People are married for 20 years and are quite heartbroken but they do move on. Its funny how people like these twelvies pages on facebook, then go and like naked selfies cause you must think its okay to be a slut when your older, just not when your twelve. fucken idiots. rant over!
sincerely, saraagh elise ♥
Sunday, August 12, 2012
#rantover
only joking, its just beginning. thought it was time to ramble on a bit. cause, well i can. first on the list, basically in my mind. ive said goodbye to our friendship and quite frankily id like you to care, but im sure you won't. im okay with this going to dead. but i always do not want to lose him which has absolutely nothing to do with you anymore. you. are. worth. nothing. thats how they talk in fifty shades of grey, which is a fantastic read just btw. though i struggle to complete the third book currently. anyway my other little thing i want to rant about. over my weekends, i dont go out and drinks at clubs anymore. i do stay home and watch movies a lot. i do go to bed a lot earlier than i use to. i do spend my weekends with my fiance. so i am consider 'living the life' in a sarcastic way, so my life is crap. WELL, as a matter of a fact i like my life, i like my weekends. i am happy. yes, sometimes i miss the partying going out and getting drunk and having wild nights, but then i realise that when i was doing that i was just trying to fill a hole in my life that i had lost because of a particular person. i was trying to go out there and get so drunk that i didnt have to think about it for a little while. but kane filled that hole quiet perfectly which is why i dont need that crap anymore. spending a night with him is a hell of a lot better than getting trashed with people that arent your friends in the daylight. thank you and have a good night/day. whatever floats your boat
sincerely, saraagh elise ♥
sincerely, saraagh elise ♥
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