old wounds.

all we have done is broken old wounds. and right now it hurts like hell. i dont understand how it was ever fair for me. cause it seems to be that you're fine and im the one hurting. i know maybe you are just hiding how you feel and its hurting you too. but its not fair that i feel like i have to go through this on my own again. i thought our friendship was better and it didnt have to feel like it did two years ago. but thats all it feels like.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

Day 58 - Something that made you smile today

that jase took this picture of me and said he was keeping it. :)

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

new years eve

brought in the year pretty good i guess :)

no jason, dont go.

danman <3

burning foam in the fire

shots for new year

shotting

three girls in luke's bed

weird

even weirder

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 27 - write a letter to someone you've drifted away from

dear person,
i can sit next to you and everyone can talk about how we use to be close and question us on stuff. but to be honest, it feels like so long ago, i dont know if it even happened.. i can look at you and feel as though ive never touched you before. i feel so far, especially when i am so close.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 18 - rant about your ex

uh he came from thailand wif his fam on sunday and i think he's gf is away so he's been hanging out wif aaron alot.. and turns out that he had to come along last night to coreys little thing. but we actually had a bit of a conversation. :/ i dont know if that was my best idea.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

a year ago.

today a year ago.
fuck.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 9 - say something to an ex boyfriend/girlfriend/lover

i was so not looking forward to this one at all, i dont know what to say to you atm. its been so long since we've spoken.. and the last time we did, well it didnt end well. im sorry if i said things you didnt like, but i guess thats when i realised i needed to delete your number out of my phone.. despite the fact that i could still remember it now, ill just pretend that i cant. i know ill be seeing you in a few weeks and im not looking forward to it, not because i dont want to see you cause i really do.. i just dont want to see you with your girlfriend. even though im getting my boyfriend to drop me off and pick me up just so you can see me with him. its your brothers 18th, so im not going to ruin it for him.. if i need to leave then i will. i wish this ended differently, you're such a special person. and you'll always mean something to me.. my first love, that you will always be. i love youuu.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥