yarra yarra.. yarramundi

visited the beloved yarramundi yesterday with the dog. got the swimmers out to give the skin some vitamin d.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

15 months to go ♥

Yeah, exactly 15 months to go till I will be Mrs Popham. Don't know which last name is better, holt or popham. Oh well, dealt with holt for 20 years now, i can deal with popham for the rest of my life.

We have picked a venue for the recipiton and set a date so it will be the 23rd of November 2013, which will be three years since our first date. So its perfect. Recipition is at yarramundi house which is quite beautiful and not too expensive I think.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

party party party

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

#rantover

only joking, its just beginning. thought it was time to ramble on a bit. cause, well i can. first on the list, basically in my mind. ive said goodbye to our friendship and quite frankily id like you to care, but im sure you won't. im okay with this going to dead. but i always do not want to lose him which has absolutely nothing to do with you anymore. you. are. worth. nothing.  thats how they talk in fifty shades of grey, which is a fantastic read just btw. though i struggle to complete the third book currently. anyway my other little thing i want to rant about. over my weekends, i dont go out and drinks at clubs anymore. i do stay home and watch movies a lot. i do go to bed a lot earlier than i use to. i do spend my weekends with my fiance. so i am consider 'living the life' in a sarcastic way, so my life is crap. WELL, as a matter of a fact i like my life, i like my weekends. i am happy. yes, sometimes i miss the partying going out and getting drunk and having wild nights, but then i realise that when i was doing that i was just trying to fill a hole in my life that i had lost because of a particular person. i was trying to go out there and get so drunk that i didnt have to think about it for a little while. but kane filled that hole quiet perfectly which is why i dont need that crap anymore. spending a night with him is a hell of a lot better than getting trashed with people that arent your friends in the daylight. thank you and have a good night/day. whatever floats your boat

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

forster holiday

over the june long weekend, we went to coolongolook near forster again. it wasnt the best but here is some photos.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

Day 52 - a ticket from somewhere you've been

hoyts to watch movies ;))

loving the bike

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

valentines day

roses are red, violets are blue, honey is sweet and so are you. haha. i had a lovely v day with my man. below is what kane got me. the cutest bear which his mum actually picked and 12 red rosese which im keeping the petals for years to come.

i got him chocolates and a lynx cologne, only cause im broke atm and didnt really know what to get him. and he really like the lynx cologne, but he didnt even end up eating the chocolates. i did. ahaha.

this was my make up for the night, just keeping it simple.

and a photo of me and my handsome man before hand, he's that sexy. :)

and a photo of me with the rose that i got from king henrys court where we went for dinner. pretty sure kanes were better. haha.

 sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

not sleeping.

is that darn frustrating, though if i tried now. i probably could but im caught up on the net again. i hate when i over think just before bed.
i also hate the way im stressing about losing kane at the moment, i swear its making it worse. im just gonna push him away if i dont stop. :(

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

new years eve

brought in the year pretty good i guess :)

no jason, dont go.

danman <3

burning foam in the fire

shots for new year

shotting

three girls in luke's bed

weird

even weirder

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

forster holiday

ive been away at forster, but im back. and its time to check out some of the photos. YAY. my favourite part.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥