day 30 - a photo of you when your hair looks nice.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 29 - write a letter to a stranger that you saw today that caught your eye

dear strange,
i dont know whether you had hair extensions, but your hair looked amazing. and your dress was beautiful.. i am jealous. thats all.

p.s i was at colo highs yr 10 formal photos today. :)

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 28 - a picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?

 

physically. my hair is longer and i now have blonde in it. and my make up is looking a whole lot better. i would say im happier but i dont think thats the case. but i dont live at home anymore, and i dont feel as heart broken as i did last night. though i still have my moments. but im also about a week away from being a fully qualified therapist instead of just a beautician. so glad that its finally happening. been waiting for this forever.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 27 - write a letter to someone you've drifted away from

dear person,
i can sit next to you and everyone can talk about how we use to be close and question us on stuff. but to be honest, it feels like so long ago, i dont know if it even happened.. i can look at you and feel as though ive never touched you before. i feel so far, especially when i am so close.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 26 - write a letter to your bed

dear bed,
your beautiful. i love you. forever.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

30 day colour challenge

day 1 - something yellow (27.09.2011)

have had this shirt since my thirteenth birthday and i cant seem to throw it out. even though the flowers on the side are half falling off. my french manicure is cute too.

day 2 - something pink (28.09.2011)

i wore this for my run in the morning, without even thinking about the challenge. so that was a plus. i was already wearing it.

day 3 - something lilac (29.09.2011)

just one of those lil bra top things that supre sells.

day 4 - something black (30.09.2011)

what i wore to the fiddler that night, i bought this shirt for future music festival.

day 5 - something denim blue (04.10.2011)

i kinda missed a couple days cause i was away, so opps. just a denim blue singlet plus my tattoo :)

day 6 - something light purple (05.10.2011)

i didnt realise i had already done a purply colour but its a little different i guess.

day 7 - something grey (06.10.2011)

another shirt that i wear running, some physical college shirt. and my non existance muscles.

day 8 - something dark blue (07.10.2011)

my college uniform, its pretty darn shitty. yeah,

day 9 - something purple (08.10.2011)

i actually really dislike this bra, but i only wore it cause i needed to wear something purple apparently. i think i should throw it out now.

day 10 - something light green (10.10.2011)

just a green singlet, pretty average. dont know where i got it from but my nails are pretty :)

day 11 - somthing orange (11.10.2011)

my bright orange shirt that is awesome cause its bright orange.

day 12 - something white (12.10.2011)

a jacket i was wearing cause it was cold before my morning run. and my sick nails that match the white idea.

day 13 - something red (13.10.2011)

new undies, i love bright red and i love bonds. handy :)

day 14 - something light brown (14.10.2011)

this singlet is just like the green one, pretty basic nig!

day 15 - something peach (15.10.2011)

i have a photo i took last year in this shirt, and i really love it. i dont know why but i do.

day 16 - something dark green (17.10.2011)

this is my yr 12 jersey, from two years ago. kinda hard to believe that ive been out of school for nearly 2 years now.

day 17 - something army green (18.10.2011)

a shirt that i never wear cause well you can see my stomach, only really appropriate to wear to the beach or river.

day 18 - something rainbow (19.10.2011)

such a pretty and colourful shirt but something about this shirt makes me quite sad. :/

day 19 - something light blue (20.10.2011)

like my favourite shirt that i own, i wear it constantly. and i want more like it.

day 20 - something black leather (21.10.2011)

my leather jacket from jay jays, absolutely love it. except its coming up to summer, so wont be wearing it much anymore. :(

day 21 - something gold (22.10.2011)

i dont really have anything gold, but the buttons on the dress i wore out this night are gold. so they'll do.

day 22 - something floral (23.10.2011)

cute floral shirt that my mum use to steal off me all the time. but i steal all her clothes so its aiight.

day 23 - something light pink (24.10.2011)

a jacket i got on my 16th birthday so id stop wearing another one i had, dont know why ill still have it, dont like the people that bought it and its too small.

day 24 - something cream (25.10.2011)

a dress that i normally wear out clubbing, its quite cute. i've had it for like 2 years, but i still like it.

day 25 - something maroon (26.10.2011)

i only recently bought this, and this shirt suits me so much. because well im a beauty therapist and beauty is pain. ;)

day 26 - something dark grey (27.10.2011)

another shirt that ive had for a while, i like it just because.

day 27 - something bright blue (28.10.2011)

i wore this shirt to a shirt and tie party that i went to in year 12. twas an interesting party, i ended up jumping on the trampoline and jumping into the pool. it was so fucken freezing. bad idea.

day 28 - something lace (29.10.2011)

i love this cute lace shirt, i dont wear it often.. but i defiantely think i should bring it out more. its so cute.

day 29 - something brown (30.10.2011)

love this swimmer top, it use to be my mums. but its adorable, i just couldn't bare to throw it out.

and yeah then i gave up with colour, cant find anything else.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 25 - a photo of what you ate today.

how about i just tell you what i ate?

breakfast: banana up & go.
caramel milk drink.
healthy arse breakfast okay. i had toast sitting their but i never ate it, just threw it in the bin.

lunch:
chicken sandwich with tomato & cucumber. disgusting. i hate chicken on sandwiches.
ham sandwich with tomato & cucumber. MUCH BETTER.

dinner:
well havent had it yet and dont know what kane's mum is cooking. so efff. i want pizza though, or better yet. a restuarant meal. but effff.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 24 - a photo of you at the last party you went to

brother and i at luke's party. back in september

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 23 - what i would find in your bag

just a whole bunch of shit.
ipod, phone, wallet, pencil case, tampons, lip stuff, pimple stuff, eye drops, nasal stuff, train timetables.. and other crap. cbf naming it all.


AND i need to stop sleeping into till 10. naughty.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 22 - a photo of you taken over 10 years ago

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 21 - Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

kane kevin popham :)

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 20 - write a letter to the person you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to.

dear kane,
you are my everything. i want to spend the rest of my life with you, and i want you to know all of it before. but ive never been able to trust someone so much that i could, ill get there one day. :)

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 18 - rant about your ex

uh he came from thailand wif his fam on sunday and i think he's gf is away so he's been hanging out wif aaron alot.. and turns out that he had to come along last night to coreys little thing. but we actually had a bit of a conversation. :/ i dont know if that was my best idea.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 17 - write a letter to an inanimate object you hate

dear credit card,
why were you not in my wallet at a time when i needed you and your always there when i dont need you. i cant wait to get rid of you out of my life.
sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 16 - your current facebook profile photo

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 14- Nicknames you have; why do you have them

bloss - (hence my tattoo) my dad has called me this for years, and to be honest, im not sure what its linked to or what its even got to do with my name. it has just stuck and i love it.

 

lucy - what mum has always called me. again i have no idea why or what its got to do with my name

sez/sezza - what the hobovillians called me and it seem to catch on as well as sezlad.

thats it.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 13 - Something you’re proud of in the past few days

uh?  my pretty nails. there isnt much to be honest.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 12 - rant about your regrets

letting J become everything to me. :/ cause it hurt so much in the end and still does, i dont know if it will ever not hurt.

letting R use me like he did, and not listening to others when they warned me about him.

moving out of my dads house when i was almost 16yrs old.

telling L all the things that i told him, only for him to abuse my trust and use it against me as a joke.

getting so drunk that night for me to not remember what happened that night and not being able to stop what did happen.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 11 - the reason you believe you're still alive today.

well im not dead because:
i was rushed to hospital quick enough when i turned blue at 2 weeks old due to a needle i had.
i wasnt in dads truck when another truck driver hit him and complete took out the passanger side of the truck.
i didnt drown or get shocked by lighting in the horrible storm on colo river when i was about 9.
i had people help me through the tougher times of year 9, 10, 11 and 12..
i didnt hit anything when i spun out in my car the other week, due to being way to tired to be driving.
and the main reason is because God has a plan for me, and he's plan has brought me to be still living at this point in time. :)
sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 10 - your week, in great detail

sunday.
went from kane's brother matts to kane's sisters becs. watched tv at becs for most of the day. fun life. her kids are too cute tho.

monday.
chilled with the kids some more, drove home, had to go to the doctors.. well out of hours gp cause it was a public holiday. cause well, i was not feeling my best. found the chemist to be closed. f my life right then. but it got better over night.

tuesday
chilled at home for the day, and got pizza for din dins. :) i love cheap tuesdays.

wednesday
had a job trial at beauty at the towers, think it went well. they did seem happy and i got $70 for the day. still dont know whether i got it yet. but eh. and below is just a basic make up i wore for the trial
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thursday
was at home again, and had a nice decent sleep in. washed my car despite the fact that i knew it was going to rain, i wanted it be clean. cause i hadnt cleaned in like a month. not normal, just btw.

friday.
college. ew. 8 hours of that lil shit place. and counting down the days till its over. and just stayed at home that night, and only amusement was that the power went out at 10:30 and well i couldnt sleep after that which doesnt make sense. since it was quieter and darker. and below is my make up for the day

saturday.
had college this morning, but got to leave at 4. so that was a bonus. and now im waiting for dinner and then gonna get ready to go to rgs. yeaaah brah. it has been a while since ive been there, so time for me to go again.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥