letting J become everything to me. :/ cause it hurt so much in the end and still does, i dont know if it will ever not hurt.
letting R use me like he did, and not listening to others when they warned me about him.
moving out of my dads house when i was almost 16yrs old.
telling L all the things that i told him, only for him to abuse my trust and use it against me as a joke.
getting so drunk that night for me to not remember what happened that night and not being able to stop what did happen.
sincerely, saraagh elise ♥