day 14 - list 5 things you wish were different

1. the unstable living arrangements i have, i wish i knew i was goin to stick to a spot and no one was going to stop me.
2. the non existent job i have. it would be a lot easier if i started working like full time, well besides for the days that i have college.
3. the relationship that died, i wish it was still alive. i wouldnt have half the problems ive had in the past four months if it wasnt for that.
4. the type of friends i have. i do wish they were different, but that would mean this would all be easier.
5. my little sisters life. i wish she had a good dad that was around, or even one that was still alive. and i wish she had a good mother, instead of having the same one as me.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 13 - list how you do your hair and make-up

well when im going out, i usually have my hair out. and then my make up i do the eyeshadow to match what im wearing and then liquid eyeliner & mascara. :) thats it in a nut shell, see?

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 12 - list your favourite shops

where do i usually shop? er?
supre
ice
temp
tightrope
target, free fusion has good shit.
um?

target is the shit! alright!

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 11 - list what happened on your last birthday in order

1. woke up at 6:30 and walked to work.
2. started work at 7:30
3. finished work at 3
4. alison and i walked back to mine.
5. got ready to go out.
6. caught train to rivo station.
7. matt picked us up and took us to hogs breathe
8. had dinner at hogs breathe
9. matt droves us home.
10. went to bed.

below is a photo of me & acey on my eighteen. :)

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 10 - list what you did/plan to do today

my day consisted of:
1. waking up.
2. eating colesaw for breakfast ;)
3. sitting on the computer
4. cleaning my room.
5. kirty coming over
6. reading cosmo with kirty
7. doing kirtys make up for her dance concert tonight
8. sitting on the computer
9. mini pool sesh with my sister in her little pool thingo? (photos below)
10. tim rocking up.
11. mikeys with tim joined by danman
12. chilling at mine with tim n danman
13. going to kurrajong with hayley
14. chilling at kfc with hayley & kelly.
15. driving round hobartville
16. meeting the boys at kfc
17. chiling at yarramundi reserve
18. going home.
19. shower.
20. back to sitting on the computer...
and here is when you say, cool story bro. ;)

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 9 - list your family members - their names, their ages and what they are.

oh you know just taking a month off pretty much. slack as! alright ill get back in the game, i promise. alright maybe i dont cause im pretty hopeless lately.

Ian George Holt - 44. the father bear
Caroline Elizabeth Holt - 42. the mother bear
Edelyn Teeves Holt - 26. the step mother bear
Michael James Holt - 20. the older brother
Jeremy David Holt - 16. the younger brother
Felicity Rose Teeves Holt - 5. the half sister
Jessica Ruth Kidd - 3 in 2 wks. the half sister
Lyana Mae Teeves Holt - 1. the half sister.

lyana & felicity, adorable.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 8 - list 5 bad things about your life.

1. he's not mine anymore
2. i dont have my own car and like no savings left
3. dont have a job
4. need to rely on others for college stuff next year
5. i still live at home with my horrible mother

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 7 - list 5 good things about your life.

opps i kinda missed sunday. and i tried to upload it at like two last night but my net wouldnt stop being a bitch so i just gave up.

1. hobartville kids
2. tafeee, going really well and im still loving it.
3. have the most beautiful sisters in the world. <3
4. im happy with how i look, 90% anyway. ;)
5. have a good relationship with my daddy.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 6 - list 10 pet hates.

1. drama that doesnt need to be there.
2. people whining on facebook too much or expressing how much they love someone ALL THE TIME. a little bit is okay but not every friggen status.
3. heart break
4. road works and workers that do nothing but stand there
5. chain mail
6. how age makes such a difference all the time.
7. when people comment on your photos jst to be arseholes
8. when people take hours to reply to text messages.
9. my mother and 99% of the words that come out of her mouth
10. not being able to leave my stuff on the floor cause my sister just goes through it all.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 5 - list 10 things you want to say to 10 different people currently.

1. i still love you and havent stopped at all. im doing stupid things now that im not with you and none it is making sense. but all i know that i want is you. i wish you would want me back. i knew i meant something to you, why do you have to run away from that? you are amazing and i wish i could still hold you.
2. i really wish you were staying tonight, i wish you didnt go yesterday and im kinda over you letting me down all the time. and im sorry but i really dont like her.
3. so not sure what you're hoping is going to happen, but you have to know im just having fun.
4. i lovee you and i want to make you happy but i know with everything i do im not. but im just trying to hide it from you.
5. i dont care about you and your stupid shit. i think your boyfriend deserves better than you and i hope that one day he does find better. cause he's better than you.
6. who is this girl? and stop being so smitten by her, its not right. she's jst playing you.
7. ugh im over your bullshit, i wish you would stop believing all these lies and stop forcing them onto other people. i dont know where you're going to end up and its kinda scaring me.
8. i miss you and the rest of your family. i want him back but i also want the family back too, i was making youse my second family. i was happy.
9. i dont know why its such a big deal for someone to help me out here, i do plan on paying every cent. why i wouldnt? i dont know. but i wish someone would just give me a chance to live my dream and i know you can help.
10. i honestly would find life better if you just didnt talk to me, its not like you cook me dinner or anything. so maybe just dont talk to me.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 4. list 5 of your favourite drinks.

1. juice.
2. vodka sunrise
3. creaming soda
4. peach vodka
5. chai latte

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 3 - list 5 of your favourite foods.

took another break. i should stop taking breaks. its ruining my life. - not really, i kidd. moving on.

1. mi goreng

2. white chocolate magnum

3. chilli burger

4. crunchie chocolate

5. chicken stir fry

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 2 - list 5 things that make you sad.

1. he's not mine anymore. </3
2. my mother & older brother
3. drama that people cause for no reason
4. fighting
5. not having a job. i miss duffys.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 1 - list 5 things that make you happy.

1. my sisters
2. beauty therapy
3. tafe girls
4. my daddy
5. hobartville kids. see below. loveee those babes.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

new challenge.

starting from tomorrow, i will start a new challenge. its a bit shorter, only 14 days. but i like my challenges. :) even though i tend to fail at them. anyway, this is it:

1. List 5 things that make you happy.
2. List 5 things that make you sad.
3. List 5 of your favourite foods.
4. List 5 of your favourite drinks.
5. List 10 things you want to say to 10 different people currently. 6. List 10 pet hates.
7. List 5 good things about your life.
8. List 5 bad things about your life.
9. List your family members - their names, their ages and what they are, (eg brother, mother)
10. List what you did/plan to do today 
11. List what happened on your last birthday in order
12. List your favourite shops
13. List how you do your hair and make-up
14. List 5 things you wish were different 

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥