life isnt fun at the moment.

simply because my head & heart is an arsehole to me.

enough with it heart & head. your both retarded.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

i like it.

i like this freaking top, a lot.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

mother's wedding.

after 10 years of my parents being divorced. I think, around about. My mum finally got remarried, Dad's been married for eight years. And she had to pick an idiot of course, but other than that. I drank WAY TOO MUCH and I took lots of photos as I do. :)

 

 

 

 

 

 

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

quote

the first time you fall in love, it changes your life forever & no matter how hard you try that feeling never goes away.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

John & Alana's Wedding

21st of October, 2012.
4pm at the Loxley on BellBird Hill, Kurrajong Hills

 

 

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

goldfish, yeah thats right.

i wanted a pet fish. and i got two little goldfish.
one is all over orange and one is mostly white with bits of orange. they are adorable. and i lovee them already. BUT i cant think of names for them. i wanted to name them after the talking fish but i couldnt remember what they were called. so they remain nameless until i come up with something good.

 carrying my little fishes in their bowl home from the plaza.

help me find names?

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

15 months to go ♥

Yeah, exactly 15 months to go till I will be Mrs Popham. Don't know which last name is better, holt or popham. Oh well, dealt with holt for 20 years now, i can deal with popham for the rest of my life.

We have picked a venue for the recipiton and set a date so it will be the 23rd of November 2013, which will be three years since our first date. So its perfect. Recipition is at yarramundi house which is quite beautiful and not too expensive I think.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

#rantover

only joking, its just beginning. thought it was time to ramble on a bit. cause, well i can. first on the list, basically in my mind. ive said goodbye to our friendship and quite frankily id like you to care, but im sure you won't. im okay with this going to dead. but i always do not want to lose him which has absolutely nothing to do with you anymore. you. are. worth. nothing.  thats how they talk in fifty shades of grey, which is a fantastic read just btw. though i struggle to complete the third book currently. anyway my other little thing i want to rant about. over my weekends, i dont go out and drinks at clubs anymore. i do stay home and watch movies a lot. i do go to bed a lot earlier than i use to. i do spend my weekends with my fiance. so i am consider 'living the life' in a sarcastic way, so my life is crap. WELL, as a matter of a fact i like my life, i like my weekends. i am happy. yes, sometimes i miss the partying going out and getting drunk and having wild nights, but then i realise that when i was doing that i was just trying to fill a hole in my life that i had lost because of a particular person. i was trying to go out there and get so drunk that i didnt have to think about it for a little while. but kane filled that hole quiet perfectly which is why i dont need that crap anymore. spending a night with him is a hell of a lot better than getting trashed with people that arent your friends in the daylight. thank you and have a good night/day. whatever floats your boat

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

engagement.

so excited to annonce to everyone that i am offically an engaged woman. kane proposed to me on tuesday night. and who not better than spend the rest of my life together, then the one man i love.

its so beautiful. cant believe how good he was at picking out a ring without my help at all.

having to wear it around my neck at the moment, cause it doesnt fit my finger.

in its box still. :)

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

is love even real?

i wonder sometimes, i wonder so much.. if its even real? or if its for everyone.. ? cause sometimes, i dont think we were all made for it.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 6 - say i love you in your favourite foreign language

mahal kita :)

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

feel for someone

somethings gotta change.. its gotta happen soon.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

day 7 - your dream wedding.

dream wedding aye? seriously im a simple person i dont need much to be happy. first thing i would want is the man im completely in love with and couldnt see my life without him.. whether thats my current boyfriend or someone else. (obviously dont plan on getting married now, so i wouldnt know now) but the setting, well i know with my dress i want it to be a strapeless white dress with a yellow bow or flower or something on it. im think a bow. i dont want just plain white, its gotta have a bit of yellow on it. then my bridemaids are going to be in yellow dress, but all different styles, just the same colour. the setting will be on a beach or with the beach in the background whichever will be easiest, or maybe my photos on a beach and the actually wedding on a grassy area near by. yeahh that sounds like a better idea cause as if i could walk in heels on a beach. and yeah well that sounds pretty sweet to me.

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥

one day..

for those who are falling in love..

one day i'll meet you. ♥
one day you'll be mine. ♥
one day i'll sneak you into my house.
one day i'll stay at your house
one day we'll lie in the park and just talk. ♥
one day i'll kiss you. ♥
one day we'll go watch movies together. ♥
one day i'll go to the beach with you.
one day i'll tell you i love you. ♥
one day ill fall asleep in your arms. ♥
one day you'll tell me you love me. ♥
one day you'll stay at my house.
one day we'll go camping together.
one day i'll introduce you to my best friends. ♥
one day i'll dedicate a song for you.
one day i'll intoduce you to my family. ♥
one day i'll hold your hand. ♥
one day i'll go to city with you.
one day i'll tell you all my past.
one day we'll sit in the car and just talk ♥
one day i'll go against my mothers word to see you. ♥
one day i'll let you take me where ever.
one day i'll meet your family. ♥
one day we'll sit on the ferris wheel together ♥
one day i'll get lost with you.
one day we'll take pictures together. ♥
one day you'll sneak me into your house. ♥
one day i'll kiss you under fireworks. ♥
one day we'll watch the sunset.

few more days left, ;)
i love you, jaa. ♥

sincerely, saraagh elise ♥